Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Who Are You?


Most of my media consumption nowadays is either watching a show or movie on Netflix, or trying to make sense of what’s happening in the world through news media apps. In today’s world, it is very hard not to absorb some sort of media, as it seems that every major company in the country is attempting to grab our attention. Even politics are being treated the same as corporate America, with the left and the right acting as rival companies doing everything in their power to serve the ideals of their base.

As a graphic designer, I am also an image maker and will more than likely be involved in the machine that churns out some sort of media every day that fights for your attention like major corporations and political avenues do today. The difference however is that I do hope to create imagery and media that brings social change, or at least inspires a worthwhile conversation that impacts our future. Aside from professional endeavors, I also do my best to find time to make personal work, which I share to Instagram almost every week

However, I do not allow media to define my life in anyway. Everything that I see, either on TV or my phone through an app, or on a billboard or magazine in a dentist office is always taken in with a grain of salt. I base my identity on the things I believe in through my own research, and try to piece together how I view things based on my own experiences versus what’s happening in the real world. I do have some concern for our future, as more people seem to willingly distract themselves from what’s happening in the real world with reality TV shows or selfies on social media.

I do hope that with the election of Donald Trump and everything that is going on with the American government now will bring some awareness to people and inspiration to pay more attention to the media that is being put out there, and formulate their own opinions outside of it. Hopefully the country has learned from such a mistake, and we can move forward in truly making America great again.
Who do You Think You Are?

I don't consider myself a avid consumer of any particular media . Most commentary or all commentary if published will eventually come back to bite you in the tush. Why? Because although you are entitled to your opinion, not all people will agree and be respectful of your opinion. If your thick skinned that may not matter. But with me, I try and stay quiet about some things I think are going on around this world. You never know, what if you were texting something and it got into the wrong hands!



top 30 funniest wrong number texts


 See! Sometimes you never know and look what can happen with the most innocent texts..... Just a text can go wrong ! So be careful what you write as it might get into the wrong hands.

Now , I've never been against being in a movie or a video to promote a product if I believed in it and the product wasn't going to, in some way, hurt someone somehow. For example I once was part of a thing called a (Filler). Maybe you've never heard of one of these? A filler is a little movie , so to speak or a commentary, in this case about a product you promote. There's camera men and you step in and say your piece about the product. In my case it was a comment about some high end condominiums and town homes I was helping to sell. The producer of such small films take the film and try and sell it to a big network as a fill in for some blank space time between one show on TV to the next major TV program. Hence the name "fill in". There is no guarantee that your little film will make the cut in between programs though, and in my case the one I helped make didn't make the cut . These little film production companies typically make several of these little movies about various products and there s no guarantee that your film is going to make the cut to get in between the major programs. But the advertising is a freebie for your product ,in this case townhouses and town homes.

 Also I had a small part in a B rated film once but all I did was sit in a car and just be a body in a car in a drive in movie. Lol! All I got from that was a free sandwich and a drink at midnight lunch.
I almost signed up for a so called talent agency once because I thought I might try doing a fill in or two for the many films that were going on in NYC at that time. A friend of mine had done it and made just a little money but the work involved mingling with some, A rated at the time, famous actors and she had so much fun I thought I'd give it a shot. In the end I didn't do it because of the hefty price tag to join up with the agency. That just about covers my experience and involvement in doing imagery if I'm reading that right. This MIGHT be the B rated movie I was in below. It was called, for lack of imagination, "Drive In"!




As far as what else I am doing for my Identity and my future I would like to do a website with some of my art work on it . But I want to put my best work there and I haven't got to produce my best work thus far since I began college. My work I produce here is ok but always rushed to get it done and although I produced a tumbler last semester I would not want to show that work because it was of a more personal nature of my family done in a bit of a satirical way. I would not care to share that with anyone if I had my way except my family members. Currently I'm in the process of redoing some of it and then giving it to the member of the family I represented in the paintings. I would like to join a group of artists in my community in the future and work with and around these individuals possible doing some local art shows in or around Somerset county or Bucks county in Pa.




Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Read this.

My name is Clara.

I am a media junky. I loooove love love love love love me some media. As an artist and a writer media is a drug, sad but true. The crazy thing about media is that regardless of how much it is meant for us to consume, it inadvertently consumes us. I create art and write from various points of existence. I am affected by the culture around me, I am labeled by the imagery around me, I am built of pieces of media that have both consciously and unconsciously become part of my identity.

#startselfexplorationparagraph1.0

I am a woman of color living in a world that meditates its color friendliness inside of white walls. I am a woman who consumes media about the deportation of who could’ve been me just a year and a half ago. I am a woman who got married after Edith Windsor defeated the ban on LGBT marriages. I am a woman who lived through a 20-year family separation (thanks to the long process of becoming “legal”.) I am a woman who rants on Instagram and Twitter. I am a woman who believes abortion and birth control is A oh-fucking-kay cause without those women of color disproportionately lose access to social mobility. I would love to make Trump art but I’m keen on not getting deported LOL. Unfortunately, in these times free speech is not so free.

#Sad. <-Trump reference.


Now you have an idea of me. Welcome aboard. See that is what the media does to you. You consume me, I consume you. I predetermine the narrative I wish to share and you tacitly accept it. That’s the scary thing about the media, the more we consume it, it consumes us, it monopolizes our narrative. It consumes us to the point that Facebook now has a “suicide algorithm” to detect when, if and just how you might wanna deactivate your account, and I don’t mean Facebook… I mean this wonderful experience of one-time consciousness we beautifully overlook called life; worst part it does it on a basis of 0’s and 1’s. Not you, 0’s and 1’s.

 #existentialism #existentialcrisis #wtf


0’s and 1’s that is all you and I are in the blogosphere of media. You consumed my narrative. I consume your time. We all create our stories, put them on social media, eat our news, drink our friendships like a bag of chips and a bottle of Gatorade.

Want your mind blown? Your whole life is a giant media spectacle and you are its protagonist. Even what your eyes see is gazillions of images and scripts. Perhaps emotions are the hashtags. The filters are how we tell the stories, the faces you make and the empathy we seek for how our stories look best.

#mindblown #YouAreYourOwnPapparazzi


If you are not careful with media look at the following: Media is the chancla (slipper) and you are the cat. Be the chancla. Don't be the cat.








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Who Do You Think You Are?


I consider myself an avid consumer of media. I listen to various Hip Hop podcasts daily and I also have my own rendition of a podcast. The name of my podcast is "Despicably Optimistic," our podcast is a blend of social commentary, music/movie reviewing, and eccentric humor. The general premise of our podcast is to make a positive out of any negative situation. I am also well versed in marketing, I held a marketing position at Jimmy Jazz for about 1-2 years where I served as a brand ambassador and sneaker blogger. Apart from my personality work I am also a seasoned foodie on Instagram, no pun intended. I have amassed over 79 thousand followers on the social media platform based off of my food pictures alone.

https://www.instagram.com/ramoncitoeldelapipa/

A vast understanding of media can provide great things for me in the future. I am an aspiring writing, I began writing  my first novel in 2017, entitled A Wise Man Once Said Nothing. My aspirations for this novel are very ambitious because I one day do dream of bringing this story to the big screen. Apart from writing I would also love a job somewhere withing Hip Hop journalism. I think it would be a great place for me to build relationship while also doing something that I love.

One project that I and my team are currently working on is transitioning our podcast from just audio  to also a video production. We partnered up a with a production company called Push.28 based out of Bloomfield, NJ. We hope to one day soon have our podcast on Youtube as well a all other major streaming services. At the moment we are only on soundcloud and the Apple Podcasts app.

https://www.despicablyoptimistic.com/

One of the many projects that I embarked on through Jimmy Jazz was a TV pilot that we shot for BET Networks. The name of the show was "Destination Phresh." My partner on the show was a young man named Terry Mcfly. Terry had a vast resume and many relationships within the Hip Hop media culture. He was also a Brand Ambassador for General Motors, so any city that we were in GM would give a Cadillac CTS to ride around in. Our show was going to be similar to Guy Fieri's Drive In's, Diners, and Dives, the difference was that apart from great food we would also visit the most popular sneaker boutique in the area. The Pilot unfortunately was never picked up by BET, and Jimmy Jazz's digital marketing strategies were soon revamped.


Saturday, January 26, 2019

Introduction Post

Who do you think you are? 

Our culture is heavily relied on media, I am an individual that does not revolve around the media. By observing my family or friends it really is time consuming. It takes away the act of interacting with another person in real life. I try not to take any part of the social medias or any platforms that will utilize my time. 

I try to focus on what is important in my life. There will be times where I am dealing with media consumption. My role in that part is that I do not intend to use social media as much because it takes a lot of time out of my life. For an example, in the link below it is about how the media and technology can disconnect you from the real world. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7dLU6fk9QY

In middle school, I've experienced shared art through an app where you can display animations and it would inspire me to make some myself. At one point, I had an audience who would motivate me to keep going and who were also inspired by me. I constantly posted on the daily, it gave me a drive to make something that I had enjoyed and receiving feedback was great as well. Also, in the app your identity can be hidden. I had a sense of privacy through that app because I was not comfortable in displaying who I really was.   


How the media fits into my life is how I present myself on those platforms, such as Snapchat, Instagram, Facebook, & etc. On these social outlets, I do not put that much information about myself. I prefer others not to know about my business because I rather not hear unnecessary opinions because I find it irrelevant. If it's advice and motivation that will benefit me than it is fine. As for the future, no one can really tell what will happen, as of right not I do not intend to post any pictures of myself or my art but when I feel comfortable again, I would love to be active on social media.  





  

Friday, January 25, 2019

Who Do You Think You Are?


     Throughout my life, there has always been a strong media presence, whether it be for educational or entertainment purposes. Different forms of media are engrained in our society and it is hard to escape it. As a Graphic Design and Fine Arts major, visuals are important, and I am learning how to integrate them into media with more function. Throughout my courses, some form of media is used as a part of the learning process. It is tied into all facets of society.

     I have distinct memories of where media has had influence in certain parts of my life. Although I liked to read, television was one of my favorite pastimes. Aside from the influence of my artistic family, media also helped feed my already existing interest in art and later design. The colors and stories of shows on kid’s networks, Nickelodeon and Cartoon Network, captured my imagination in a different way than books. The flashiness and excitement of The Price is Right and the whimsical, yet educational tone of Sesame Street helped plant the seed of my daily media consumption.

    These shows had a direct and indirect influence on career choices, however, Pappyland is the children’s show that taught me how to draw. Every morning before school while eating my breakfast, I sat at the kitchen table with my little sketch pad, drawing along with Pappy Drewitt. Watching this show was a part of my routine and I learned to practice my craft daily at an early age. Television was also family time. We would actively participate in, Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy, as if we were contestants on these game shows. Having that time with my family created some of my most precious memories.


     The type of media I find myself consuming the most today, is digital, more specifically YouTube. Although it can be addicting, YouTube has become a go-to source or a starting point of reference for many of my inquiries. If there is a design program I need to learn for a project, I go to “YouTube School”. With the information being shared, I can create solutions and further improve my skills. Graphic Design is a form of visual communication. It is our job to provide solutions to certain problems. As a design student, my eyes are being trained to notice things in that average person may not think about. The layout of the type, imagery, and content in written publications (digital and printed journals, books), infographics, posters, and video are used as a source of critique and study for design students to learn elements of design. The advisements and social media for most of our visual content are distributed through media. As a designer, media, whether it be digital or otherwise, will always continue to be a vehicle to push our forms communications forward and continue to challenge the status quo for many things.

Important List of Terms

Ally: Any person or institution who understands how doing anti-homophobic work benefits them and their people, and then goes ahead and does that work. Being an ally is more active than being a friend.

Androgynous: Identifying and/or presenting as neither distinguishably masculine nor feminine.

Asexual: The lack of a sexual attraction or desire for other people.

Biphobia: Prejudice, fear or hatred directed toward bisexual people.

Bisexual: A person emotionally, romantically or sexually attracted to more than one sex, gender or gender identity though not necessarily simultaneously, in the same way or to the same degree.

Bisexuality: Sexual attraction to and/or behavior with both sexes.

Biological Sex refers to the physiological and anatomical characteristics of maleness and femaleness with which a person is born.


Cisgender: A term used to describe a person whose gender identity aligns with those typically associated with the sex assigned to them at birth.


Closeted: Describes an LGBTQ person who has not disclosed their sexual orientation or gender identity.

Coming out: The act of defining oneself as gay or lesbian. There are significant moments and incidents of "coming out" -- to family, religious community, neighbors, colleagues. Coming out also represents the daily, ongoing need to not be made invisible in a heterosexist society.

Dyke: Many lesbians self-identify as dyke. This is not a word all lesbians feel comfortable with. It is still a loaded term that is used in a derogatory way by homophobic people.

Gay: Traditionally, the term gay has referred to men. It has come to include lesbians, bisexuals, transgender, transexuals, etc. The word came from the Gay Liberation movement.

Gender dysphoria: Clinically significant distress caused when a person's assigned birth gender is not the same as the one with which they identify. According to the American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM), the term - which replaces Gender Identity Disorder - "is intended to better characterize the experiences of affected children, adolescents, and adults."

Gender-expansive: Conveys a wider, more flexible range of gender identity and/or expression than typically associated with the binary gender system.

Gender expression: External appearance of one's gender identity, usually expressed through behavior, clothing, haircut or voice, and which may or may not conform to socially defined behaviors and characteristics typically associated with being either masculine or feminine.

Gender-fluid: According to the Oxford English Dictionary, a person who does not identify with a single fixed gender; of or relating to a person having or expressing a fluid or unfixed gender identity. A term suggesting that sexuality and gender are social constructs and that it is natural to feel a certain "fluidity" in sexual attraction and identity. Fluid refers to accepting the continuum of sexual orientation from gay to straight with every nuance in between.

Gender non-conforming: A broad term referring to people who do not behave in a way that conforms to the traditional expectations of their gender, or whose gender expression does not fit neatly into a category. 

Genderqueer: Genderqueer people typically reject notions of static categories of gender and embrace a fluidity of gender identity and often, though not always, sexual orientation. People who identify as "genderqueer" may see themselves as being both male and female, neither male nor female or as falling completely outside these categories.

Gender transition: The process by which some people strive to more closely align their internal knowledge of gender with its outward appearance. Some people socially transition, whereby they might begin dressing, using names and pronouns and/or be socially recognized as another gender. Others undergo physical transitions in which they modify their bodies through medical interventions.

Gender Role refers to the socially constructed and culturally specific behavior and expectations for women (femininity) and men (masculinity).

Heterosexism: Believing heterosexual lifestyle is superior to other lifestyles; promoting heterosexual lifestyle.

Heterosexuality: Sexual attraction to and/or behavior with the other sex.

Homophobia: The fear, intolerance, mistreatment, and oppression of homosexuality, bisexuality, lesbian women, gay men. It is often used to express the mistreatment and oppression of gay people by individuals and/or institutions.

Homosexuality: Sexual attraction and/or behavior with the same sex. sexuality, lesbian women, gay men. It often used to express the mistreatment and oppression of gay people by individuals and/or institutions.


Intersex | An umbrella term used to describe a wide range of natural bodily variations. In some cases, these traits are visible at birth, and in others, they are not apparent until puberty. Some chromosomal variations of this type may not be physically apparent at all. 

Lesbian: Gay woman. Most lesbians prefer the term lesbian because it gives gay women an identity independent from men. There is a growing diversity of lesbian lifestyle and culture. Many lesbians self-identify as dykes.


LGBTQ: An acronym for “lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and queer.”

Living openly: A state in which LGBTQ people are comfortably out about their sexual orientation or gender identity – where and when it feels appropriate to them. 


Non-binary: An adjective describing a person who does not identify exclusively as a man or a woman. Non-binary people may identify as being both a man and a woman, somewhere in between, or as falling completely outside these categories. While many also identify as transgender, not all non-binary people do. 


Outing: Exposing someone’s lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender identity to others without their permission. Outing someone can have serious repercussions on employment, economic stability, personal safety or religious or family situations.

Pansexual: Describes someone who has the potential for emotional, romantic or sexual attraction to people of any gender though not necessarily simultaneously, in the same way or to the same degree.

Partner: A term used to describe a sweetie, loved one, wife/husband, comrade-in-life, within the gay community. It is also a term straight people consciously use for their lovers/spouses as an act against hetereosexism.

Patriarchy is the root cause of sexist oppression. It is a system of oppression which values the work of men over that of women, which privileges male culture and men oriented roles and tasks over that of women and women oriented tasks. It is a system of oppression that elevates men into positions of power and decision-making while devaluing or diminishing the contribution of or role of women. **Taken from MXGM Definitions**

It is a system of oppression, which assumes and accepts heterosexual relationships as the norm and values those relationships at the expense of others.
Patriarchy, arguably the first system of oppression learned by everyone, intersects with other systems of oppression such as white supremacy, classism and heterosexism to oppress Black women and Black LGBT/Queer people.

Patriarchy is a political-social system that insists that males are inherently dominating, superior to everything and everyone deemed weak, especially females, and endowed with the right to dominate and rule over the weak and to maintain that dominance through various forms of psychological terrorism and violence.....Bell Hooks

Privilege: A resource or state of being that is only readily available t some people because of their social group membership.

Queer: A term, loved by some gay people, hated by others, that reflects inclusion of gay, straight, transexual, transgender, bisexual, and questioning people. Outside of the gay/lesbian community, queer is a derogatory term used by homophobic people.

Questioning: A term used to describe people who are in the process of exploring their sexual orientation or gender identity.

Racism is the belief that there are inherent differences in people's traits and capacities that are entirely due to their race, however defined, and that, as a consequence, racial discrimination (i.e. different treatment of those people, both socially and legally) is justified.

Racism is more than a matter of individual prejudice and scattered episodes of discrimination.There is no black racism because there is no centuries-old system of racialized subordination and discrimination designed by blacks to exclude whites from full participation in rights, privileges, and benefits of this society. Black racism would require not only a widely accepted racist ideology directed at whites but also the power to systematically exclude whites from opportunities and rewards in major economic, cultural, and political institutions. While there are Blacks with anti-white prejudices, and there are instances of Blacks discriminating against whites, these ….are not part of an entrenched structure of institutionalized racism that can be found in every part of this country **Taken from MXGM Definitions**

Right: A resource or state of being that everyone has equal access to, regardless of their social group membership.


Same-gender loving: A term some prefer to use instead of lesbian, gay or bisexual to express attraction to and love of people of the same gender.

Sex assigned at birth: The sex (male or female) given to a child at birth, most often based on the child's external anatomy. This is also referred to as "assigned sex at birth."

Sexism: The cultural, institutional and individual set of beliefs and practices that privilege men, subordinate women, and denigrate values and practices associated with women. Sexism is more than a matter of individual prejudice and scattered episodes of discrimination. There is no female sexism because there is no centuries-old system of sexualized subordination and discrimination designed by women to exclude men from full participation in rights, privileges, and benefits of this society. Female sexism would require not only a widely accepted sexist ideology directed at men but also the power to systematically exclude men from opportunities and rewards in major economic, cultural, and  political institutions. While there are women with anti-male prejudices, and there are instances of women discriminating against men, these ….are not part of an entrenched structure of institutionalized sexism that can be found in every part of this country. **Taken from MXGM Definitions**

Sexist oppression is any force or entity that limits the self-determination of women and girls. It is the exercise of male privilege (power and control), by individuals as well as the state and results in violence and abuse of women and girls. Sexist oppression is propagated by the state through policies and practices that adversely affect women. The result of these policies is the creation and expansion of an economic and social underclass of women who struggle to support their families while they are treated as expendable labor. **Taken from MXGM Definitions**

Sexual Orientation: Sexual orientation is the term people use to define what gender they are  sexually attracted to. A person who has a sexual attraction to members of the opposite gender is called heterosexual (or straight), while someone who has a sexual attraction to members of the same gender is a homosexual person. Also see pansexual, asexual. Sexual orientation is a continuum, not a set of absolutely different categories. It is not known what determines a person's sexual orientation. An inherent or immutable enduring emotional, romantic or sexual attraction to other people.

Social Power: Access to resources that enhance one's chances of getting what one needs in  order to lead a comfortable, productive and safe life.

Transgender: An umbrella term for people whose gender identity and/or expression is different from cultural expectations based on the sex they were assigned at birth. Being transgender does not imply any specific sexual orientation. Therefore, transgender people may identify as straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual, etc. This term can include transvestites, transexuals, female and male impersonators, drag queens, and those without a specific gender label.

Transsexual: Changing to another gender: surgically, chemically, and/or aesthetically.

Two-spirit: The definition of a two-spirit person varies across the Native American cultures in which they appear. In general, two-spirit people are born one sex, and end up fulfilling the roles assigned to both sexes, or other roles reserved for two-spirit people. Some people consider two-spirit a term that can refer to lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people, while others think it is best used only for transgender people.

Transphobia is the negative valuing, stereotyping and discriminatory treatment of individuals who do not conform in appearance and/or identity, to conventional conceptions of gender. Trans-identified (transgendered) individuals, lesbians, gay men, bisexuals and their supporters are typically the targets of transphobia.

**This list is not exhaustive. If you feel a term should be edited, expanded or added here,  please let me know.

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